*Blows dust* wow, its getting dusty here huh? Heeh. Hello blog i miss you like freaking hell i miss you. Ive got so many things to say but dont know where i shall start? :) Well lets start with work first, pejam celik pejam celik its been almost half a yr ive been working at my workplace, what shall i say, sometimes its sweet and sometimes its just bitter, and i think ive made up my mind for the sake of my own health and safety, i shall resign anytime soon. For sure im gonna miss my collegues, like caroline. Haaha! But what to do, this workplace also have been adding up to my stress level too, its not easy handling all these rude doctors and patients which need to be remind not to be rude! Grr! Furthermore, ive not been feeling easy working there because you see there's this uncle, a malay uncle which is quite old, but maybe he's got like low IQ, im sorry if im wrg but its so clear you see. AT first i thought, aku ni perasaan hot stuff lah konon sampai pakcik pun suka aku, but its so clear, when he saw you, he walks slowly so he can just talk to you, and when he hears you talking on the phone with your boyfriend, he makes faces, and he tries to be in the same lift, and singing all those jiwang songs. That is okay, but today like TODAY, he actually waited infront of my workplace, saying he waited for me to throw rubbish and call himself ABANG! like HELLO, you're old, youre not a abang, youre old enough maybe to be my grandad! eee scaryy, this kind of people sometimes you dont know what is on their mind!

Well, My parents are gg haj soon, and im surely gonna miss them, but i know this is what all muslims dream of to be in the place of ALLAH, i just hope they will come back safely, huhu! My birthday is like in 12 days time, and as usual i get no hype frm it though there will be a kenduri for it, like 3 in 1 kenduri where for my bdae, cukur rbt reza and parents gg haj! Yeah reza, i forgot to tell you that this chubby baby is my ryan's small bro, and yes ryan make a gd big bro! i love them two to bits! Bck bout my bdae, well i dont really fancy celebrating my bdae unless the present part, i know i cnt run away frm it.. :( Suhaimi? Well, SUPRISINGLY im still with him, but you know few weeks back he told me he had lost his feelings for me due to many things, my heart broke very badly, maybe it was my fault too. I dont know? Why am i still here? ohh, well he told me he wanna give it another try, but i know this love is impossible, too impossible, so whatever im doing nw is just the last few things i wished i get to do before i left him for his own gd..this sucks, but i know i have to. FRm that day onwards he told me, we were quite much better, i learn to let go, trust and not to waste time eventhough its hard, and again SUPRISINGLY, he keeps calling more than i do, hahah! but..i really love suhaimi, he really mean the world to me, if he ever go away, would i able to love again? I dont think so. Well this topic is too sensitive for me so lets skip..

So actually the main point i want to blog is.....My Mr MIB. Well oh well, i dont know if he really like me, but mymi said its clear tt he likes me too but hes just trying to avoid it cos of a few reasons, i like it when he always look for me when amira called him, :) i love it when he say, "kalau rindu peluk abg lah" eeeee geramnya aku, eh eh sexcited lak aku tibe tibe..hahah! Damn, i really miss him like crazy! Dec, please lah cepat aku nak ngn dia, nak jadi cm belangkas lahhhh.. Mcm nak buat keje bodoh gi balai jumpa dia, brapa jam pun tak kesah asalkan aku nampak kau, sayanggg..hehehe!!