"Look down, shake head" haha! I don't know what was going through my head before the day i went to buru, i was pissed off just because over a bag that i couldn't find? Sedangkan the few hours before it, amira and i was shopping like mad, happily for our trip. So Hi people, here's the story of my trip to buru on 9th June 2011, how shall i put these, suck at first but a sweet ending in the end, so enjoy. Layan~

Mcm biasa juga jack, i tak tido, mungkin excited ataupun kurang waktu untuk tido, because the moment i get home, i took many hours to pack and download and transfer the songs to my psp. So, basically i was the first one to bath and also in the morning, mom and dad had this small argue about who's bag shall we bring to buru first since dad's going tmr instead with us. So, blabla, we went out a bit late because we alr bought the tickets, and it was raining drizzling, and i still can't believe that we are on our way to HarbourFront with mahathir this time, so senang ckp kita 3 took power nap on the way there. Upon reaching there when we wanted to took out the bags frm the boot, one of the bag literally teared up! And we had to drag so many bags to the cargo and it sucks! Sempat juga beli roti and minum ribena before we finally check in. Macam biasa juga excitednya 10 min je, terus tido mcm babi! Oink Oink!! Then sampai balai je, semua excited mcm gila nya gila ah? Tapi queue dia masyallah takleh angkat, dahlah abg putra takde. Terpaksa line up mcm budak bodoh, dah blakang kita ada this grp of people whos irritating mcm siots ah, Kita bakorr je? Then while we were standing amira said, "Eh, itu kamal kan?" i didnt wanna turn scared i might just be too excited that i might faint, but i just say eh? korg tgk ah, and my adik2 cm biasa juga, kacau2 aku suruh tgk, but aku taknak lah. AND korg teka how many mins we took to queue to just chop? 1 hour lah sia, enjoy sgt sgt! Then when we went out, kamal went straight to us, and i was telling myself pls control your over excitedness and pretend that youre cool like mat cool. And so i did, so while i was walking, he called out to me and so i went to him and hand our passport and money. He sure look good now, (: Then, amira was holding the rest of our tix so i asked amira to go over and accompany him instead of me. After all is done, we went to kedai and otw there he just salam us and i know he was hinting bout my hair, grr but aku buat bodoh and step happy happy. So we went to kedai and we ate roti prata and i was trembling like hell cos i was eating facing him, and you know i hate eating infront of a guy i like. Then he told us that he could only send us and maybe see us on sat, i was disappointed like hell, but what can i do? I know, i have to make this trip worthwhile like it or not right? Duit ticket dah naik wai, kena make it worthwhile doh. Then he said something abt amira being his gf to this girl at the shop and flirting with the girl also, i was like ah whatever. Keeping my cool. So it was his time to go, and we didnt even get to shake hands, ): Then we took this boat to buru, we sat far behind, and i like it when people stare at me, hahah! Feeling lah seminit? CHOL SEMINIT! hahah. Then, we took bikes upon reaching buru, and i know people are whispering and say, "Anak PaK Mat tu.." So, when we reached at Rumah Nek teh, we were basically doing nothing, just laze ard and slept. When to a few houses, was looking out for ismail juga, tapi bayangan dia tak nampak. Balak dia ada nampak lah, tapi aku jeling! ahaha ambik kau! Basically buru has no one anymore there, and bla bla bla, just say that 3 of us slept early because no one took us out and we all slept like a log through out the day. ( WASTED)

2nd day

Don't know why, but we 3 wake up v early that day, and so we decide to siap but tak pakai make up. We went to the beach just the 3 of us, and we were trying to entertain ourself, pathetic right, hahah! Then we went back home and abg ulin came. Was shocked to see him cos it has been years since i last saw him. He told us that ayah alr reached buru, and he told abg ulin to see us,and so we did some catching up before he got to go. Anywy, Cik wiyah's sis in law and family also came over to sleep there, so we all made a plan to go kubur badang later at noon. This family had a son, and his son pun quite leh tahan, ahah. :P Tapi syg mak nya punyalah sombong? Haha. So we went to umah cik amat ojek's house first to meet daddy before we finally meet them at the jalan to go to pusing2, :) My rider was eka, and i really salute her for her motor skills, i really enjoyed taking a hitch from her, lucky my rider is her, haha! Going through all that jungle aint easy you know! & so we reach after that we went to umah tok long, but we tot mahathir and the rider got lost so we went to look for em, but decide to give up because we couldnt find em at all. But when we reach at Tok Long's House, there they are! Dad also came and told us that kamal would be reaching at 5. So i was pretty excited ler, so we went home and get ready waiting for kamal to come and bring us out, but time was ticking and there was no sight of him at all, so we decide to pinjam Cik Wiyah's hp and call dad, and Kamal has not yet come buru! ): SO much for dressing up and be happy! So, we decide to calla bg chan to bring us out, but we know abg chang cnt be really trusted, but then suddenly at the same time cik amat ojek's wife and children came to bring us down to umah Nek Yang, so we went. Upon there while waiting for abg chan as promised, Nek Yang told us Nek Jah jemput gi rumah dia for some bdae celebration, so we went. It was akward, really but had to make muka tebal. Oh yeah, before that was shocked that ABg hanafi layan aku, because usually i find him kerek, tak campur org, so thumbs up abg hanafi! Then, suddenly abg iwan pula (abg kamal) layan kita ckp nak gi mana, so kita ok go je lah since org nak bawa kita keluar, mula2 malu and tak tahu nak gi mana, so kita ckp anywhere will do, so we go. So there was this 2 rider standing in the dark, since amira went for abg iwan, i went for the other one, and it was abg peri, and he was laughing at me because he remembered the incident i fell! hahah! damn you! he was funny lah, so all the way i was entertained. And the other rider was ucok!! kalau aku tahu, i will choose to ride with him sey. Then we went to parit 9 mlm2 buta, takot woit!! tapi ok go je lah, since org nak bawa, and abg iwan really take gd care of us really gd, mcm terjatuh hati lak kat dia, aku ngn amira ni..hahaha! Then..we end our day at 12pm and they promised to bring us out again the next day.

3rd day

We wake up and get ready, and i was really sad because i think that the trip is just a waste of time really! So while we were gossiping with Cik wiyah semua, they all came down. But this time, no abg peri, instead it was Wira or Agus idn lah nama btol dia. So we went down for awhile, and amira told me tht kamal bro said kamal dtg ptg about 2/3 and i was excited like hell..heheh! Then, since mahathir can ride on his own, i took the bike with ucok, and we talk over so many things! He is really a nice guy, (: he said he always want to tegur me, but he scared. hahah! ANywy, I know ucok back when i was with still ismail. He even asked me bout ismail, like why we are nt closed anymore and stuff..Mcm yesterday while drinking at tepi pantai, he suddenly said bout beng, and i was quiet only, seriously im over him sia! So he told me that ismail is at msia now and not only me thinks about his gf being possesive even him and his other friends too. I just keep mum. He even talked bout kamal, because apparently they rent the same house. He told me that kamal would be here anytime soon. So went round and round, and finally it was 4 and i was wondering why kamal is not here yet. And what would be happening to us, cos this 2 boys has a soccer training later on. And suddenly, abg iwan told us kamal is here and we are now to go to Nek Yang house, and so we did. While amira and i was talking infront at nek yang's house, we thought abg iwan went blakang to open the infront door which was closed, suddenly the one who opened the door was..KAMAL! i was shocked because we were talking bout him. hehe. Then blabla, so went off. Amira was with Mahathir, while Me and Him. Kamal told me that he liked my perfume, it smell nice. I was like smiling ear to ear. (: So went to few houses, i was telling myself that i COULD NOT AFFORD TO WASTE ANYMORE PRECIOUS TIME. so i try to come out with many topics and syukur that we talk like norm. Even at boyak's house he keep touching my leg and stuff, my heart was racing like a racing car.. (: So, i told him that i want to eat this and that, so he said later at night he bring us there but before that we need to go to umah Nek Yang so he can bath, and so we did. I was pity amira because ayang was not there yet to be seen, been there done that. So i and kamal tried to make/find ayang and we did by going to his house! Abg dyt pula, haiz..buat cerita sedih lak, ckp tkde org nak layan dia atao ingat dia, tapi pujuk punya pujuk, at last terpujuk. So we headed to eat, but upon reaching there was this girl who talks to him and touching his hair and stuff, and i was being cranky suddenly. Jealous DOK! so i eat lah buat bodoh, malas nak layan dia after that cos he was busy with his hp and he mentioned dia nak msg ngn pmpn. ): Then ayang came with his friend name bob, who looked like ariel a lil bit. so bla bla bla, we went round and take helmi and his friend and we went to pelabuhan to sit. I didnt wanna be angry so when he layan me, i layan him nicely. So we went to the pantai. I was siting infront of him, and i dn what to do. So we all ate and talk, ate and talk. Ayang was the life of the party after all, and the wind was very very strg that cik kadir went to give us 2 jackets.

So kamal asked for my psp and i gave him, so he listen to the song pemilik hati and he said, mantap kena pada waktunya and he sang loudly. So i told him nak dgr sama sama, and we did, so i just lay my head on his shoulder..Then we all were getting boring, so to make things happen, we keraskn rambut kwn ayang which is bob with my hair spray, we were laughing like mad. I know kamal is getting sleepier cos he is not the type yg tido lambat where as semua cn. So i was sitting between him and Helmi, and i asked them both to hold my hands and i didnt expect him to hold. Hehe. AMbik kesempatan, i asked whenever i can to hold my hands, and he would. (: Then at times he would whisper at me heeh, or you know that kind where you joke with your gf, hehe that type of joke..i was happy like on top of the world suddenly, but time was getting thiner, and he was sleepy so he went to sleep for awhile, and bob asked me to sit beside him and i did, we all 4 took pics, that is mymi, ayang, aku and bob. Helmi ngn kwn dia dah balik dah. And this bob is like flirting with me like hell, hugging me from behind. _l_ so we all went to sit at a diff place, and suddenly kamal came and call me out and ask nak balik tk, but aku action buat bodoh and mcm nak tknk layan dia, and so he walked off like that, habis amira and bob ckp jeles tu kot? haha..Feeling bad, i went to him. Talked to him, but he made me angry again halfway, he pulled me back but push him away! ): and he just sleep after that. Then, bob came and took me by the hand and bring to where the others was sitting at. But since i cannot tahan with ayang and bob's perangai, i went to sit beside kamal and hold his hand because i was afraid..Then he hold my hand tightly..I feel secured then. HEEEEEEEEEEEE!sukanya aku. Then he wake up, bob was just looking at me, and i was tak kena gaya and he told amira that i got a nice dimple, i was like shy lah, aku step lah lentok sana sini kat kamal biar dia kamal dgn aku ada something on. Kamal was holding my hands when got some bikes pass by, i thought he would let it go, but he didnt. Then we all decided to go down to eat, and i dont want to left with bob alone, so i had no choice but to stay back with ayang. AYANG was siao sia! but in the middle we talked bout amira, and i thought the one who take me is kamal, but BOB! along the way he told me he liked me and want my numb lah. And i was trying to avoiding it! But lucky i reached safely..so i asked kamal, tak sedih ke aini nak balik? dia ckp sedih lah. Then i was being sarcastic about him having many enough girls, then he told me that semua tu kawan, and he alr broke with his gf because at this point of time he wants to concentrate on his career, and i was like making faces. ;) heeh. Then nak balik, he was teasing with me, hehe i like it actually, but deep down, i really wished to spend another day with him but i know i cnt.

Then we 3 bath cepat2 cos dah lambat, kamal semua dah sampai and it was time to go. I had to take a video of riding a bike with him cos i will be missing him! Then we took lokaria to balai, i was hoping that i could hold his hands for the last time but i couldnt for sure, so i slept. Sampai balai lak, pakcik $2 duduk between aku dgn dia, ayah and cik amat ojek tkde, dia lak ada kacau daun lak. Part dia takde, aku lak dah ngantok, dia pun cm tutp mata, cuma this part i got the chance to sit beside him, then i asked him abg sedih tak aini nak balik? Dia ckp, lumayan lah sedih juga. I smiled. Ada this part he looked at me and smiled, i was blushing like hell that aku tak kena gaya. Then ayah gave him this pen because the pen was not gd for writting then he took my hand and draw something so i asked him nak draw apa tu? he said nak draw bunga, but it does not look like one, then i also said i nak draw but at his lengan, i wrote IMY, and didnt let him to see, i told him nanti leh tgk..and he mati2 nak tgk. Then he took my other hand and draw a flower, so i asked him, bunga apa tu? And i told him, "Bng, aini taknak bunga ni lah, nak bunga betol2, boleh?" "Boleh, nanti abg bagi bunga yang besarrrr skali.." "Alah, aini taknak pasu bunga lah!" and we both laughed. (': Then it was time to go, i wanted him to walk first but he wait for me to walk first, he even smiled at me. His face was diff when ayah told him to take beca with mahathir because mahathir was sick. He looked at me and make that sad face, haiz.. Then we were waiting for him at the immigration door, and there he was. He kiss my hand and i was like smiling like hell, then when ayah was busy talking he said, dahlah jgn nangis2 lagi, senyum..then i smile and went in. And when ayah was busy giving passport, i was looking at him, and he looked at me and smile again, that cute cheeky smile! haha, sampai cermin mata aku terjatuh2. haha!!

And when i come back singapore there was not even a single msg from him, so i thought all what i thought is was just a wishful thinking of me. BUT HE CALLED ME WHEN I REACHED HOME! it was a missed called, so i msg him back then he called. (: He missed me, yeahhhhhh! This trip is just getting more exciting. I miss you, my dear wonderful boy! See you soon, have to see you soon. Now, i'll see you in my dreams.