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May 12, 2011 / 12:38 AM



Without em', i wouldn't be here today..so this post is specially dedicated with love to my both parents. Dad and mom, i'm sure you both had faced many hurdles when bringing 6 of us up, with expenses always going up and never down, you both had worked so hard, to make a living to provide a shelter above our heads. Like dad, you are always the earliest one to wake up among the family and also the last one who would come back from work, and mom you work so hard, but your hard earned money is always about your children, bills and expenses and yet you never complained. I know, nothing could ever describe how much thankful i am towards you both to make all of us, to get where we should be. Like i always remember dad, you are my hero. Always be my hero in my eyes, you always save me from trouble when i was young, you waited for me infront of my school gate whenever i finished school and seeing your face was the most i look forward to. I remember everytime i cried not wanting to go to school or ngaji, you would always bribe me by giving extra money. :) I always wanted someone like you. As fierce you may appear to be, deep down i know you're kind hearted, and i'm very glad that i have a dad like you, who always loved his children deeply, no matter what. I always have this idea that you no longer pay attention to me when i grow up, and that my attention is always divided to amira and mahathir, and i hate that. When you hit me once for the first time, i was very hurt because you never did at all before, but i realised it was all for my own good, that i should learn i can never run from mistakes and learn from there. I also realised that no matter how many years get by me, i'm always your daughter, the daughter that you always loved. As for mom, we are never close, and i used to think that i can never ever get close to you because we always have miscommunications like we always do. I'm like dad, I'm more to actions than words, though i'm not like other of my siblings who express openly that i love you, but i really do love you. I should be thankful to you as you have been carrying me for 9 months without any complain at all. You have brought me up so beautifully and perfectly. Even if i do many mistake, at least there are some that i would not break, for the respect and the knowledge that you had brought me up with. I'm glad that you are mom, for so many reasons that i could not explain and that i'm relieved that we are getting well now..I love you mom, i really do. (: Today after finally 22 years of my life, i get to repay my parents, initially i wanted to spend the money on just me, but i realised that money can be earned but not my parents! Thanks to your prayers that i am where i am today. Thanks so much, and i promise you that i will buck up and climb the mountain of success to make you both proud so that one day, you both can enjoy life as much you both deserve! I love you both.