Man, i'm f bored and idn what to do, its like my eyes are sleepy but i don't want to fall asleep, how? Maybe i'm excited or maybe i'm sad? Idn, grr! well, so here's the story of the day and i realise that all these while whatever i'm trying to not to take in a job, is what actually i'm doing right now, front desk, check, anything concern with money, check, interacting with people, check! You see, you see. But it's okay, experience. :) & other than that, besides being a clinic asst, i didn't know that i'm "in-charge" of throwing/cleaning rubbish, washing that plastic thing to measure the tempre and currently buying doctor's drink! =_= si bey sian! Is that how you spell it? Ni kalau tak kaya juga, aku jitak kepala satu-satu!! Oh yeah, and even finding locum for the clinic, wahliao this work very stress lah dey! Never mind, in a few months time, i'm trying to get my ass out there, for now let my bank account be full first, chey! Working life isn't easy, there's so many responsibilities in your life, and you have to find the time to make everything equal, and that's hard because at times you have no time. Like for an example, i really want to clean all the mess in my room and my wadrobe, but i couldnt find a time to do it!! & that's bad. I really need an office hour job soon, brrr. Of course the main reason, i just miss my family alot. It's sad sometimes when you come back home all your family members are asleep and when they wake up, you are probably sleeping, feeling me? :( It's a few days away to June and i seriously can't wait to go to buru, just now dah sound daddy, and daddy say june hols, nak tangkap ikan besar kena ada umpannya, haha!! aku cakap aku belanja ayah trip. Mestilah gi buru takde ayah boring lah, because the riders take us for granted when dad is not around! Hmmpft! && i can't wait to get another family member though the thought of it kills me alot. Imaging holding two hyper active boys, who would jump on you, who would call your name every sec and irritate you! Haha, that's ryan but the joy of it having ryan and the future one soon, really excite me. Aww, i love ryan and his lil bro so much! I wonder will he look like ryan?! hehe, dear gonggok, what would your name be? Your parents are giving this guessing game and it makes me so excited that i can't wait to know what would your name be. Your big bro was much diff you know, his name was given and known when he was tiny weeny in your mom's belly!! Talking bout ryan, awww he's the apple of the eye of everyone lah! Getting manja as you can see, tak dpt je nak cranky, but of course lah everyone will give in! I love him so much, he's the best thing that ever happen in my life, i can't wait for saturday so that i can squeez him a lil bit harder, heeh! His cheeks of course! :P

Well, i miss my angels too. Today along my way, i met aslina and i'm so happy that i met her. I really wished i could meet the others too, at this point of time, all i want is to have fun and forget everything and just be with them, can i? Dear God, wherever they are, please bless my friends and let their life run smoothly, AMIN.