I miss buru so much, today i and amira was talking bout buru all the way. I seriously can't wait for the end of the month, because the moment i get my pay, i wanna get my ass out of here seriously. I have been a lot of pressure lately and the last thing i wanna do, is be at buru with people who loves me, and a place that i know i would be taken good care of. I know besides than hot guys, i got Nek Teh, Cik Wiyah, Cik Kadir who dotes on us and me especially, and listening to their voices or see their faces always make me feel at ease. But, idn if buru is getting any better because people that i used to be closed with is either married, busy, studying or away. But i just wanna be at a place that im familiar with, a place that i know i would have fun. Fun? Perhaps, because ismail and i are drifting apart, well though idn care that much but i do okay. It's sucks because his gf is always beside him 24/hr whenever im ard. And the last trip i went there, i think i went overboard and give him a letter that we shouldn't talk anymore because i hate him to the core? well he deserves that!! :/

Then kamal, what to say. You people should know my intention of going there is always bout this guy, idn lah if he's aware of that or not, but out of all the trips i went, i think the prev one was the best. I know all these times when i get cranky or merajuk, he would always pujuk one time and that's it and he'll buat bodoh and that really gets on my nerves because hello i came all the way for you and this is how u treat me f you sia! But like how amira also say, she can see that kamal has been trying, and i know that because this time he would pujuk me 3/4 times and when he's mad at me because im still mad, he would calm down and still try. Sigh, i miss this guy here so much. I just want to see your face, because i know everything will makes better. Other than that, ayanggggg! Yeah ayang, he's my damn f clown there, C: gosh i need you people now so badly, please time please pass by soon.