I'm feeling so sucky right now, idn why maybe it's the symptoms of nearing menses or is it just me? This has been going on lately but these past few days, it gets more and more worsen and i just wish, it could go away from me cos it's effecting me in every way. NOTHING, yes nothing in my life is going right at the moment and that sucks big time. I feel so lonely, depressed and all those negative feelings that im feeling right now! Idn but everytime i bloghop, i feel so..unlucky? I have so many flaws..so many flaws that i'm starting to detest myself. What's happening to me and my life? I think, i need a getaway. I need to find what's the meaning of life and treasure it while i still can. I just want to be myself again.