Haha, something cracks me up today like BIG TIME! When i know you, i thought i really know you. You were my friend almost 6/7 years and i never had any guy friend this long. I really didn't know that feelings were involved, but it was YOUR mistake then, for not telling me. I'm a girl and how am i supposed to interpret your feelings all these while through your conversations or testimonials whenever you send me one? What if i realized that hey maybe you have feelings for me, but must i asked you in order to get me embarrassed if i was wrong? But i moved on, because my feelings for you was like any other guy friends i have, no more and no less. & so, i found someone new, and you went missing, and suddenly after a few months, you came back in my life after you had a break up like you claim. I was there, and you were there whenever we need a ear or a shoulder to cry on. When my r'ship was shaky with my bf, you were there most of the time. I remember you were telling me to just get out of the r'ship and i thought it was for my own good sake, but it was yours instead. You tried so hard then, to get me. But these feelings can never change no matter how much i tried. Yes, you are a nice guy, too nice for me. Sometimes you irritate me and sometimes you bore me. I gave us time, I gave you time, but it wasn't really working out well. But this time, when we tried to get this phase, i thought i really really knew you but i don't. Each day, you make me realize something new bout you. Something that i really detest. You're too proud of yourself that you actually laugh and criticize people's flaws, no one is born perfect and neither this girl that you claim you loved your heart whole heartedly..I tried to advise you to stop it cos it won't do anything good, but i see this keep going on and on. Sometimes i feel that as if i'm knowing a kid who i'm trying to tell him what's right and wrong most of the time, and this sucks because what i need is someone who leads me, not the other way round. You are always cranky that makes you do foolish decision without discussing with me first and this has cause much trouble and again whenever you did mistakes i give in, i gave a chance to everything..But you took it for granted time to time, blaming that you act rashly without thinking. I told you clearly that i don't have feelings and i'm done trying but you made me stay for months and months with you, i tried but the more i did, the more stressed i was.

Then, the day when i was out with my friends, i don't know why you were acting so possessive. Everytime i know why my batt is low, is because you keep calling me non stop! Hey, you're not my boyf,you don't have to know where i go, who i'm with and what time i must be home! Who are you to do that when even my parents don't do that? It's not as if i get out of the house everytime. I know you care, but your concern is over the limit. Tu takpe, I already tell you nicely, I'm in the Mrt, with my friends and you msg me, where are you going? With who lah and bla bla bla..I ignore..Then when i was busy karaoke, you called me i told you i was buzy, you msg me and say.."You gi clubbing kan?" then you msg again,"Cakap je lah you pergi clubbing, Tu pun susah ke?" I was like huh? Kalau i go pun, its none of your business!! then you call and call till my batt low, and so when i get home, i tell myself, i cannot go on like this, i have been giving in too much and i told you that we need to stop whatever we are doing right now, but you disagree like usual. You were very very rude as a guy towards me, you called me names and even asked me to plant my hp in my butt just because i didnt pick it up. I told you everything that what i was sore about and you just keep going on and on, as if you were right..Then you keep calling my house and put down for so many times that i was really frustrated, KATA ADA BOLA? BOLA KAU LETAK MANA BILA ADIK AKU ANGKAT? ASAL LETAK BILA KOL UMAH AKU?

Tkpe, the next day i ignore him but he keep call and msg call and msg, so i pick up and talk to him nicely cos i was feeling so bad afterall. Then i told him nicely then he said, i talked too much and it's his time to talk, so i let him and i told him that my decision is still the same but he say i was being unfair lah these and that, he really really made me angry and so i decide not to layan him anymore, let's just say he didnt really give up calling and sms me. So, i blocked him at my fb, and today i went to see his wall post, and he said sumthing like this, "Lu pikir wa heran sama lu, lu gi tukar perangai lu dulu sebelum lu mau wa tukar perangai wa, lu pikir ah lu tkkn ada jantan sebaik gua dan gua takkan patah balik dengan lu kalau lu nanti nangis nak gua balik..

HAHAHAHA! the thing is, you just called my house and my hp, but you put down when you called my house, so tu status LU GI DELETE SUA! takya lah wei nak step hero mana kat fb kau tu, aku dah baik sgt dengan kau tau, ikotkan hati aku, aku leh jadi pmpn sial kat kao! Eh, kau tknk aku balik? Aku tahu kau lah, baru je tadi kau msg aku ckp yg kau masih sygkn aku, and aku takkan jumpa lelaki sebaik mcm kau seumur hidup aku lagi..Dgr eh, maybe lah kan aku tk jumpa laki sebaik mcm kau, tetapi i rather be alone than have someone like you yg muka dua talam! Please eh, stop it ah your childish act. I talk you nicely you don;t want to listen. You yourself say, that if you did something wrg, i have the right to decide whatever i want, and so i did. You want to stay friends, i say okay..but you say tak boleh lah, tu lah..So sebenarnya kau nak apa? jadi JANTAN tu boleh respect POMPAN tak? dah buat salah jgn ckp kau buat tu semua pasal kau ada masalah lah, pasal kau tak fikir betol! Maybe tuhan pun nak tunjukkan aku sebenarnya kau siapa..Dgr sini, kau bukan baik sgt pun..Aku test kau selama ni, aku tahulah.. so this is for you, _l_ dgn persilakan Cik A.k.A RAYMOND kau BELAH DARI HIDUP AKU! BYE!

Lain kali, kalau tk dpt pompan yg kau nak, tak payah nak hebohkan satu fb kau tu, yg malu kau, bukan aku..Heeeh!

Kesian de lu!