Dear Allah, Please have mercy on me and please forgive my sins. Please open the door of my heart and please guide me through the right path. Ya Allah, Please give me the strength, the power and the will to carry on life. Please make things be clearer to me. Ya Allah, I know you hear me, I know you have been helping me to stay strong, to stay calm at such disheartening moments, but please dear Allah, Please lessen my burden. I know, i have been neglecting you and that's why you give me these little test to remind me of you. Dear Allah, i'm aware that you believe that this creation of yours is strong and that is why you have given her something that you think she may be able to handle, but please ya Allah, this is beyond my limits and i regret that i might not be able to take this challenge of yours. I've been hurt, cheated, criticize and all by your other creations, don't they know that even in your eyes no one is less or more, but equal?

Ya allah, I am very sad with where i am going. I'm afraid i might give in to those whispering that might be the satans who is leading me to the wrong path. My life has a never ending problems and neither have a solution to it. All i wanted was to be happy, to be cared and loved but in the end, all i get was disappointment. Something inside me says that i'm useless, i'm this and that. I cried my eyes out everytime, but things are never okay. I tried talking to you, but i know you want me to do in a right proper way, i did and it work. I know you are here, I know you are listening. But i always find myself never commit to it and make time as an excuse, Ya allah forgive me for not performing my prayers and maybe that's why my life has always been hard.

Ya allah, Living in this world is so hard and harsh. People have been making judgement bout me even without knowing the real me. They say things that are untrue bout me and make me as if i am that bad. I know i have no rights to say if i am or not, but you are ALLAH, and you know all my good and bad deeds. But this is how you want it to be right Allah? Please be with me, i am scared to go through this alone, please and please, help me. :'(