Today is a happy day for me, because firstly, our maid has arrived. (: Yes, satu beban dah lepas. & I hope with these, there's no more arguments between siblings and such. Im so tired of it, eventhough i act as if i don't care, i really do care. Not talking to you or act as if you're invisible is really hard for me. At times, i just wanna break the ice, and talk to you, but i don't know how to. I think, we both are in the wrong, and its no use, to not to talk over stuff like these. :'( Okay, next is I miss RyanIskandar so much. We think, that we are addicted to having ryan ard and we miss that alot, wondering what he's doing right now huh? AUNTY looks forward to port dickson with you sweetheart!! Then the happy part is...drumroll..MOM LET US GO TO BURU! and she's gonna sponsor the trip for we three, yesha! Bestnyeee. Excited gila pigpig siak aku! Kalau lah jadi it means 3 more days to happiness, i really really need this man, and now it all depends on DAD! please dad, dont go back on you word. :'( if you do, i think im gonna die of disappointment, chey! Fake siol. Hahaha! But seriously, please dad, please weather and sea, be nice to our 3, and let us have this temporary happiness. I just want and need to be happy, need to smile. Need to be somewhere, where i could forget my troubles for awhile.