This was what happened, what my instinct says, and what did dad do was just a wishful thinking of me and amira's because he apparently says that his boss has not yet come back, but like mom says, that the way she asked about this, and stuff it seems dad is just making excuses so that we would not go there, which idn why? We were really devastated with dad's action, somemore when he says suddenly that this month takde cuti, i was like huh? Then, why you give us false hopes? We were v v v weak upon hearing that, but thank god, mom has been our pillar of strength to pursue our goal that is just to GO, i mean we deserve this. We don't go out for holidays, and going buru is always hard, so this is an opportunity to go, there were so manyyyyyy factors that makes us broke down like hell, but with each other back and strength, we made it and hell yea, we are going without daddy. I hope, we could make it smoothly. & I hope this trip is worthwhile yea? Ive to make this really worthwhile, no more wasting of any opportunities to be H A P P Y! (: I just wanna breathe new air, forget all my f troubles and be happy. I can't believe that we'll be in a diff place tmr. I really really wished that dyana could join us this trip too, so i pray that she'll get better frm tmr. (: