This is exactly i wish i could do. Maybe this is alr what i'm doing right now. :( Everything seems so sucky. At this moment, nothing is going right for me. All i want and need was a trip to buru, but some idiot had to take my wish away. Hey, you already enjoy for 1 week, and im sure, you can go anytime you want given the position you are in. Don't you know that other people too, have their own stress, family and in need to holiday? Why can't you be more sensitive to your workers man, damn! Please, please come back by today or monday, and let my daddy go because i really need this trip v badly, yes v badly than anyone does, please im begging you. :(

2ndly, my homies are getting over sensitively which idn why. It seems whatever comes out from my mouth is always wrong, and ive to ignore and act as if it does not hurt me, when it does. :( Im really sad and tired, gosh why am i being done like this.

3rdly, Knowing you and knowing tht you love me is a nice feeling, but seriously, im not worth of your time and im not worth someone like you. There's so many things that i need to improve before i really jump into one. 5years of knowing you still does not seem to be enough to know the real you. Im afraid to get hurt again, because i promise if i ever love again, i will choose someone who will treat me right, someone who i deserve and vice versa, so patience is the key for you. Thanks for everything.

4th, BURU BURU BURU and just buru is on ma head, i really wanna go there. Just cant get enuf of it :( i know im going port dickson but port dickson and buru is not the same, it is something so different you know! PLEASE MAKE IT HAPPENN! PLEASE!