I still remember, the trip where i went to buru, it was my v first trip there without any elders around. Mymi and I was so stressed up on that day before because dad give us so many reasons why we cannot go there, but in the end, we did. We felt bad later, so that morning we wrote love letters to dad saying we're sorry and hope he understand us. We 3 didn't even sleep the whole day because we were too excited to go buru like how we always wished. But then, it felt different without daddy around, i feel so sad knowing he was not with us this time. It was drizzling that morning and we got a cab as soon as we got down. Thank God, It was one of ayah's usual taxi driver who drive ayah to go buru. We had alot of fun laughing early in the morning in the taxi because he was making some crazy jokes. Sampai jer, The ticket booth have not yet opened, so we decide to fill our stomach, but then the service there is seriously bad! Halfway, mymi and i bought the tickets, soon enough it was our time to check in, and we were smiling from ear to ear. "Balai,Balai" we were v kiasu then, we tapped the card and rushed to Falcon 5, and choose the best seat ever. When it start moving, i told them both, OMG guys am i dreaming? We only get excited for 5 minutes, then the rest of the journey we slept like a log! When i woke up, i was happy to see balai, and so i waked them both up, and we were getting ready to get out, then mahathir say.."Tu kamal.." being the potek me, i cannot see, but my heart sure was beating weirdly. Balai has been strict so, we could not get any VIP treatment anymore, we kena ambil thumbprint and gambar using webcam adalah, and it was so akward! Then there was kamal, i think i went out of breath! ;) heeh! & so we walked, and sat at this coffeeshop with his friend who looks like cerita Dottie punya abng and i could sense he had some interest in amira, i was sleepy so i was resting my head, and it was time to go then. But many promises were broken! I told them to let ME take the sampan first but then they all were in there first and left me last, i was pretty scared as i was wearing slippers some more! Then halfway to sampai buru, a whole lot of school kids took the boat with us, so i just smiled at them as they got on. Then, suddenly the girls were looking at our way, so i didnt think much because our presence has always been a big HOOHA to them, which idn why? Then kamal called me and whispered that Ismail's gf is on the same boat and it seems she told all the girls there that I WAS THE GIRL WHO MAKE THEIR R/S shaky! i was like wth? And so we went infront of them when we reached our stop, people were looking at me and whispering, i didnt really care much because first of all get this right, Ismail is the one who make it happen, not me!If not for him, i may have be with the guy that i like all this while! hmmph! Then we walked to Tok Long's house and sat there for awhile, after then we went to Nek Teh house, which i told myself not to cry the moment i hugged her. Tok Awang's death is a great blow to them, and i'm scared that i might asked them like where he is, knowing that sometimes im forgetful you know? But im glad, they're doing fine. We girls sleep for awhile while kamal and mahathir went out. Only the afternoon, we went out to elder's house to pay visit and then to Cik Amat Ojek to sleep and eat. We went back to change, and by then when we went down, we were shocked to see everyone holding weapon of their own. Rumors said that killing has been going, and the boys had to track down the killers upon reaching there. We were asked to sit at this place where we were protected, i like! & there, i saw ismail. My heart also went wild, but thinking what his gf did makes me angry! Then he came, and entertain us, by the time he wanna make a long conv with us/me, we had to go to the end to pantai. So we called it a day, since tmr someone promised to go out early in the morning..

2nd day

I remember going to kamal's house again because we were waiting for enough bikes. We were sitting at the same place last night talking and rot there, i saw ismail and kamal told me that he wanna fetch his gf! I was like grr, kamal always wanna make me angry.Then, after long mymi told me ismail was at pos playing lachak, this look alike mahjong game. Then suddenly, people start kecoh nak panjat kelapa, i thought they wanna sell it or something, but rupanya they do it for us, Aww, we were v touched that they did to that extend. Oh yeah, abg chan was there at that time, and asked ismail, siapa tu..And adakah patut, he told him that mahathir is from org sheik, amira org papua and aku org sulawesi..and i was like ishhh, tak baik sey abg! Before that too, when we wanna go to umah kamal to eat, He was there at the side of the road, saying, "Eee, sombong nya adik-adik abg, lagi-lagi ni yg kat belakang," then he like hold my shoulders, i was like aper je..tapi suka..heehe! gatal eh!! Dahlah Iwan, si abg kamal hensem, fuyohh! Hensem2 lah adik beradik diorg! Then, after we got enough bikes, we went around, one end to the other end. I thought, aku ni perasaan that Fahmi has been looking at mymi and my way, but mymi also saw it..Yeah i think mymi is right, i think he ada tersyiok kat one of us, which i think its mymi lah kn. Maklumlah zaman dia skrg, :P So mcm biasa we went to umah cik amat ojek to sleep again, and kamal told amira that i sleep cute! CUTE KEBABAI! mulut ternga nga mcm tu..eee malunyeeee! Then i fought with amira which idn why, then she apologised and went out with abg chan to suro org naik. By that time it was raining and aku pun dah start boring psl kamal cm biasa tidooo! Then i heard ismail name being mention and he was there! And i guess, after that dia pun tido, so i went out step baca suratkhabar and he came to baca too, then mahathir kejotkn kamal once the rain dah stop, so we went out. Nak pergi cari abg chan, skali diorg tgh otw home, so we pun patah balik..Then ismail asked me this, " Adik, abng jalan blakang boleh tk?" yelah kau nak jaga hati pmpan kau, habis hati aku tak sakit pe ckp mcm tu? So i was like anything, and he was like some mad rider, and i was like so scared that my head banged into one of the pokok, hati bengkak je. Then he say buat apa nak takot, dia kan mat rempit, which means im his minah rempit, i was like yelah tu! :P So it started drizzling, and kamal was no where to be seen as well as amira. Ismail wanted to give his jaket to me, but i told him its okay. Then we were hesitating to go home or to jalan-jalan, so as it was drizzling, i told him just go home lah..but then he bring me to pantai kat depan umah Nek Teh. Then he told me, eh abg chan nya motor adalah, and there he was with amira under a pondok..So we joined them and talked,so i told ismail to bring mahathir here, and so he did. We were talking and talking and laughing..Ismail, is sooooooooo sweeet! Okay, i know im fickle minded. Heehe. Then, we all went back home, everyone was sleeping in the living room, so ismail and i talked about what we can talked about, it was a vvvvv nice night, ;) He had to go at 2am, and he pulled my head and kiss me on my forehead, i was like hehehe!! After that, i was like on cloud 9! Mymi then told me she had accident with abg chan and omg her scar so scary siol!..

Day 3

I was so happy when i was reminded bout yesterday, i keep singing all the love songs..and kamal was like "aini,aini.." so irritating, chey!Hahah..Then, we went to elders house again, and somehow when i ride with mahathir, our bike bocor..so again kamal had to ferry us to umah Tok Long lagipun ada org meninggal and he need to help, so he promised us that he wont go for long. So we waited there and it seems all the org kpg went to pay respect, kita at umah tok long pun tak buat pape, cuma cerita-cerita and bila aku nak tido, abg chan dtg and he wanted to bring amira out, and i was like jgn ah, habis kita yg lain kena tinggal? So, amira suggested since mahathir ride on his own, i can ride with eka. So we did, but half way abg chan make a u turn and mahathir say that he think he heard that abg chan told him to follow his two friends who looks so suspicious like hell,dah lah muka muka jahat! Eka, aku and mahathir pun takot, and when i passed by them, they were looking at me from atas bawa and giving me this uneasy smile and eka suggested we should just go to her house, because she herself tak kenal siapa tu, and so we did. We were vvvvvvv angry at Abg Chan and Amira because if Abg Chan tak nak bawa, you could like tell us then leave us like that sey, and so there was a big fight happen, i was even angry at kamal because he take his sweet time to come down, and believe it or not, we never go anywhere that day, yeah like on our last day! so when kamal took us, he was like comforting me, but then i didnt really care. I went to bath and decide to end the day, oh yeah, Ismail also spoil my mood, byk kau nye nak bawa aku kluar eh! Only then i realised, that your gf used your bike right thats why you didnt bring me out, and please eh, stop lah sey balak kau tu! _l_ then they all want to go out, so they asked me, i was like malas cos i changed alr into baju tidur..kamal was pestering me to go, so i was like, "Ah yelah, yelah and just go out.." i think kamal bingit ngn aku.. :'( I feel like crying then, when he wanted to buy minyak motor, he just went down without telling me, that i was like a fool. Abg budi was also irritating! Grrr..Then halfway, he make a conv with me, so i talked cm biasa..There was this part that we passed by a group of dogs who wanted to kejar us, that i hugged him and shouted at his ears, hahaha! But when we got home, it was v sucky because it was only kamal, and kamal was once again sleepy, boringgggg... :( Even if he was awake he was entertaining amira..I was so...i dont know how to describe it? Jealous? Maybe..So i spend the whole night watching this v funny sinetron..

Day 4

I wake up with a heavy heart, he was not there when i went to bath. And so i heard his voice when i was getting ready. And i remember his clothes, yes that clothes when he wore during that 2006 hari raya haji..And my siblings told me,that when i went out he give me this look, heheh! So i sat around him, and he was listening to amira's mp3, and he sing lagu AKU TAK BIASA loudly, yes that song ada kenangan..is that a sign? Idn. He was even telling me yesterday that he listened to what my conv with ismail, i mean how could that be, when he was aslp? I was whispering with ismail somemore..Haiz kamal, you always give me mixed signal you know! Then, it was time to move and since he asked for amira's beg first so i assume that he wanna ride with amira, so i rode with Cik Re'ah. Blablabla, i could see from far, that he was looking at our way, but idn to who.. :( Im sad, i dont want to leave because there's so many things i wish to say. Then we all sit seperately because the boat was full. Then he meet this girl who he told that he used to get a crushed on, and he keep repeating that he cannot get rid of her face, i was like yeah yeah continuing hurting me! _l_ then he was saying kekuatan pada nama kita, and amira had to asked how bout me..the he say, Nuraini..Aini ni org dia penyayang, and my siblings was like chey, wah lah..ohhh lah..muka aku merah cm nak mampus..Then he continued, and also org dia pendendam, i was like kurang ajar, tapi i guess thats true..but again what does he mean by penyayang? hmmm..Then we had to go, i think he was so mesmerized by that girl, sampai dia jln je..Tu pun bila nak masuk dia tk bilang kita tau yg dia tkleh masuk, alih-alih dia suruh masuk trus dia blah.. Sedih pah!

" Milenge Milenge, We'll meet again."