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November 28, 2010 / 3:23 AM

This girl reminds of me. Whenever i'm sad or feel like crying, i would just pretend that i would take a bath and just cry in there covering my mouth so that i wont make any sound. Today, was like any normal day. I'm just sore at those two. Now, who wants to make this big huh? Haah! & common, i know you're doing this purposely, i've stayed in the same room with you, lived with you, and i know you well. But why must out of all time, you must do this when she is at home? Common, if you don't really want to do these, then tell it straight to her, not venting on us! It's not like we NEVER did any household chores. If we don't, you bet the toilet gonna stink like hell! But who did all that? All that scrubbing and cleaning, and picking and throw the rubbish inside the bin? Have we complained, nah ah. I enjoyed it more adalah. & Common sense, when you two go out, who did the housework too? Ghost? So please, get your facts right before shooting your mouth eh! You could wake us up, you could tell us that we had visitors, if we could wake up just to accompany you to clean house when you're afraid eventhough we're sleepy like hell, why can't we wake up to these? & knowin you, we know you would wake us up when there's visitors, lagi2 our grandfather, but you didn't. I bet you were unhappy over something that you vent it on us. Remember my "dear" sister, i got your secrets, i can let these out if you really really make me sore. Yes, secrets that worth telling to your parents and your other elder sisters, haaah! So don't you dare think, you're the only one who can play games with me. Even daddy know tt we did chores too. Yeah maybe compared to you, we dont do as much as you do, but the problem is now you said that you're angry we're always messing things up, but hello is not that we dont know how to clean up after that. You're just trying to be as perfect as you tot you are, even if i made the bed, like how you usually made it, you would still make it look perfectly like you wanted it to be? haah! & again, if you could like sengaja rampas bantal peluk aku and rampas selimut amira just to wake us up, you can actually tell us to get up rather than doing it in an immature way. But again, you must be happy huh? & wellohwell, you got yourself a new friend huh? hahaha! Yeah, you both are kissing on each otha ass, hahah! FOOLS! G E T A L I F E man. & to those tak tahu cerita, please eh jgn nak jadi hero dgr sebelah cerita. Elders is elders, but sometimes even elders make mistake? Tak caye, come talk to me, i give you a gooooood example k?
I just can't wait to get out of here. I always have this wished that i want to work as hard as i can, and just go away far from here, and never to come back. I might not even care what i left behind here, cos they dont really mean anything to me, like how i am to them.
Im hurt.