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November 5, 2010 / 3:59 AM
"Namun Bagiku, Melupakanmu butuh seumur hidup.."
I am the girl, the girl that you've spend almost 3 years with. Yes and that 3 years is almost equivalent to 49,104 days. I am the girl, who loves you for WHO you are, and NOT for WHAT you are. Prove? Remember, even when you before played for Tampines Rovers, i was still with you. Even if you were in, i was still with you, accompanying you to almost your trainings and matches. I am the girl, that has promised to stay by your side, despite rain or shine, good or bad, rich or poor, and i still do. There are times, when i'm loaded where i would spend on you, and like you, when you get your pay, you would be spending on me. Remember, i was there at your funniest,stupidest,clumsiest. We laughed together, made fun of each other. Remember, i was your strength? when you broke your leg, i am the girl who wake up early in the morning just to accompany you for your therapy at the hospital. Who had to wait for you hours and hours on empty stomach just for your NS Check up. Yes, i was that girl, who climb the fences because we were stuck and we need to cross over. I am the girl, who sends you back, because she thinks with this, she will have more time with you. The girl who has been taking care of you, cook for you, do anything for you is none other than me. Yes me, the one who has cause you so much trouble, who is always sensitive, hot tempered, full of jealousy, has been trying so hard, to change, for who? For you.
Yes, this girl is the same girl, that forgives you again and again when you cheat, the girl that always believe that you'll change, the girl that always pray for you, cry for you, and die for you. This girl has been following you to wherever you want her to go, to swimming pool, to exercise, to just go out in the hot sun, she did, just for who, just for you. This is the girl who caress your face when you sleep, the girl who sings for you, be crazy for you, just anything for you. This is the girl who loves you, even if you don't own a vehicle, a few $Ks in your bank, a better qualification, but she loves you, yes she do. I know this girl never say these before, but always she has been proud of you, always have and always been. This mad girl who spend hours and hours getting ready just to meet you, even if its for a few minutes. A girl who wants to suprise you, a girl who wouldn't want to sleep just because she's waiting for you to ring her up, yes she do. And yes,She is the girl, that you've caused pain, but she still loves you.
Yes dear you, can you find someone who loves you as much as i do? Maybe not now, you'll realise. But one day, you'll understand, that no one does better than I do.
I can have any tom,dick or harry who is better than you, but she chooses not to..because I love you. :'(
