Today mymi and i have made a pact where we would not go and watch kuda kepang again nymore. I don't know will this last, but i'm sure we are over it. Infact, mymi is on the sofa now, probably in a v bad mood trying to sleep her sorrows away. Why we made this decision is because..Well, what do you think when i mention kuda kepang? Yes, Hot girls and Hot GUYS. and those who watch it, im sure they have their own favourite like we two does. At first, i adore this guy which i will call him, "K" hahaa, bukan datuk k okay? because he dances so well, he puts all his passion to it, and when he dances, it feels like he owns it. But i got over that, when mymi told me tt she adore him too, so biasalah, as there were more to choose, apparently, something caught my eye. I thought it was "Zakaria". Okay flashback, zakaria is someone who was years back in this kuda kepang grp, tt time i was in my pri. sch days? I had a HUGE crush on him, maybe because he looks like my grandad neighbour who lives as the same storey as him, yes i also had a crush on this atok's cucu neighbour, hahah i know! Zaman kecik, biasalah miang! So after years of not watching this grp, and suddenly to watch again and saw him, i was v confident tt this was Zakaria, but it was not. Mymi and i would just come and watch daily over the weekend, but we know tt they don't know tt we exist. (Common, byk minah more gd looking den us lah dey!) So what we can do is just watch frm far, tersengih2 sendiri, berangan sendiri. Until this one fateful day, mymi and i was playing alamak, blablabla to our suprise we chatted with one of the guys from this grp. Mymi somehow contacted with 'K' punya sedara, because 'K' ni tak kesah sgt lah pasal kita due, so kita buat bodoh lah. But 'K' nye sedara slalu contact with mymi. Until one day, 'K' step lah tercall mymi ckp no die ada kat hp dia, which npk sah bedek! Then he called and talk with mymi, and tt night i also join conference with them. He was asking we all if we were attached and stuff, which we was honest about it, I got a boyf, but i myself is in a complicated state at tt time, while mymi is single. So we asked him back and he told us tt it's complicated with this girl, and he told that his "GF" is also in the same grp with him, so we were like really? Which one? So dia describe lah..We had a hard time trying to figure out who sey! Then one day, when i got to know suhaimi cheated on me, si clone "Zakaria" ni called mymi cos si "K" ckp yang kita dua minat gila kat dia,so he gave mymi's numb to him, mymi was with me tt time when i confronted suhaimi, so mymi told him where she was when he asked. Mymi told me tt this look alike of "Zakaria" nak kasi aku advise, but i was in no mood for tt. Then i guess it was the next day tt when he was talking with amira tt he heard my voice and mati2 wants to talk to me, so we talk but for awhile cos i dont really know what to say. We exchange number and he started to call me everyday without fail. The stupid thing is that "K" and "Zakaria" look alike clone is sedara, and they both tell us secret about each other that they themselves never tell us like, "K" is married/has a shotgun kid with his gf, and "Zakaria" is married, with anak soon to be born. We're v angry because they didnt tell us the truth, we told everything tt we could, but they didnt. They act as if they're good, tak penah main lah, tak isap rkk lah, bla bla bla and bla. I guess, we're too blinded because we were too excited to be in contact with the person we adore all this while. Z told mymi tt he liked her, same goes for tt "zakaria" to me, i laughed hearing to what they say, because they didnt know that we alr know about them. After that, we didnt layan much, and it become lessen and lessen. I guess when they called and sms and when we ignore or give the cold shoulder to them, i think they got the message tt whatever we had, has to stop it now. We still did went to watch, but always whenever we watch, we always ending up being sad. We came across pics of them and their kids and wife, but for mymi she has to watch everytime 'K' with his kid and gf/wife. I didnt really care about "Zakaria" look alike, because he's something tt does nt worth it to be sad for, but i mean how can they do tt to their own partner who has alr bear them a child? 9 months do you know tt and those 9 mnths arent easy, and just like tt you go ard telling girls, flirt with them and say, "I like you" Muah sana, Muah sini? Lucky, mymi and I aren't someone who steals other property or will do anything to make them ours..trust me, on this, zaman skrg, org dah tak kesah lagi laki org ke, bapa org ke, tunang org ke, main kebas je! Tapi, kita dua tak, infact kita dua sebelum nak blah dari hdop diorg, kita kena2kn diorg rabak2 sampai terdiam! It's sad, to see all the kuda kepang girls there, because mostly are married to one another in their own grp. But certain husbands, are just players trust me. You got yourself a beautiful wife, what more do you seek man? Sedih tu sedih, but before i end this post, i would like to say to the both of them on behalf of mymi's too, tt thanks for giving us this one wonderful memory, even if its for awhile. We really hope tt, you guys could be true to your partner. Kalau tak kesiankn bini, atleast kesiankan lah anak korg. So girls, take this as a lesson, syiok tu mmg syiok, tapi tak semua org tu sama seperti apa yg kita fikir, soo that's for all. (: