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October 12, 2010 / 1:52 AM
Like finally kan ada pictures? Yea, i know sometimes when there's no pics in blogs, you tend to get bored. Idn if the above pictures suit for my post of the day here. Tsk! Well Oh Well, i've sch tmr morning again, grr. I hate it, and to know you'll be in a crowded mrt, eww irritating! But on a brighter side, I have a date with suhaimi, supposedly he wanna bring me to hot park, idn where is that, but he mati2 wanna go there, but weather these few days unpredictable, so we decide to go somewhere else. Its okay, i can go anywhere, as long there's suhaimi. Ive been looking forward to dates like these, where we can spend more time, talk here and there. I hope and im crossing my fingers that there wld be no fights or mood swings, especially me! I hope also the weather would be kind to me. Did you know, my two elder sis is positive for dengue fever? Yeah, i was quite shocked. Yesterday, me,dad and amira accompany ikin to CGH in the middle of the night, cos she has high fever that she was so red! She got a few rashes too, she then was diagnosed with Dengue fever, and it seems dyana got it too, now im all scared, cos ive been getting feverish too, like on and off. And my body is aching and kdg2 itchy. I cant afford to fall sick right nw.:'( Stoopid mosquitoes! Dad says maybe its because of the construction that have been going on infront of our house, haiya! See my sisters pun mcm kesian sey, they're so red and its scary! Ive never see them like this before, jgn main2 tau dengue leh bawa maut okay! So i pray for the best for them, and the whole family. Oh yeah, dgr2 ryan dah leh baca doa makan skrg, gd2 ryan! Aunty misses you so much, if aunty tahu kuda kepang sucks big time on saturday, i would rather babysit you! :'( Tsk, i'm down, which i dn why. Its getting nearer to 23rd oct, and ive done nothing tt makes me feel satisfied. There's many things tt i wished to accomplished, for myself and others, but i just can't, no matter how much i try. Does my luck is really down?Idn. One of cousin, is getting engaged soon. I really wished that i was in her place, bleargh wait long long larh kan? Haaha. I really love suhaimi, i really do. But sometimes, its scary when i think of the future, idn if he's gonna be there or not. Im scared if we take a step forward, would we be able to handle it well and make it last? Idn, but i really want to be someone in suhaimi's life, someone tt he really needs, someone tt he can turn to, someone tt he will spend the rest of his life, and of course, i want to be his only ONE. So i wonder, would the day come, where i would be his? Idn, life is so unpredictable. You spend years and years loving someone, but end up getting married to someone else. Im sad, terribly sad. I knw im still young, hell yeah im 21 and there's alot of things i wanna do before i really like commit myself to someone, but im sure i would be really committed, if i was someone's. (: Till then. Oh yeah, its 12th oredi, haaha. Forgetful me, Happy Anniversary Suhaimi, Happy 3oth!