Oh yeah, i won't be decreasing the font, so you people would have an easy way to read my post here. Well, before i start you may choose to either to continue or exit, so please do. (: Well, these past few days, i've been told abt other boyfs who has turned into jerks suddenly, i've even come across few blogs that i usually read and was even suprised what changes that has has been made into their r'ship, and i didn't expect mine was never an exeception too. What? You're not suprised? Me either. No-no, suhaimi didn't cheat,but this is something that really aches me totally too. :'( I wonder what happened to those guys that we used to know, the guy that's willing to go for an extra mile for us during our courting days like they never get sick of calling, and there was so much to talk about that even when you put down, there's still many things lining up for you both to talk about. The guy that would call you back when you hanged up, and the guy who never get sick of you,even he meets you the whole time. Oh yeah, not forgetting, who promised to be there, to listen, to comfort and to be true no one but only you. Yes you. & suddenly months and years down the road, he became someone totally different. He don't do things like these anymore. He expect you to be the glue, the one who's making sure that the flame does't goes off, well maybe he doesn't even care if it does goes off. Yes,girls and guys are totally different in many perspective, but hurting your partner, well in most cases,girls. Don't they ever think it's like the same hurting your own sister or mother too? I'm sure he would feel something for them, if they got hurt right. What, your boyfriend is not like these? Well, you're lucky. You know, not all girls are very lucky. To find someone who truly loves them, who is willing to do anything for them and there is so many girls out there who wants to be in your place. So please, if you got this one in a million kind of guy, treasure him, hold him tight, treat him right because you simply don't know how painful it is to be in this sucky situation. Common guys, i know i am no expert but, why can't you people like this twice,thrice or as many as you can before hurting someone. I mean, it's like you people who was the one who make us fell in love with you, promise this and that, ensure us that things will get better, but in the end, you're why things fell apart too. Look what your partner has done for you, all the little things she did, even it is the smallest things, it can be v meaningful too. Why bother cheating, when someone who really loves you, who is better taking good care of you, is infront of you. When will you realise all this? Only after she decide to leave or someone better out there, is willing to treat better than you that you only want to defend what's yours? No, don't. Yes, girl has patience, she would still close one eye, to what your err is. She can still act, as if she's all happy infront of you and you thought that she has already forgiven you for your mistakes. Have you ever heard this, "Forgive but not forgotten". That's exactly girls is. If you could really see how hurt a girl's or even your partners heart, you would be shocked. & this all, she has endure just for you, and to keep this r'ship working or still burning. Have you ever wonder, or ever think that if she has a good night sleep, or that she is free from crying, no. That's why girls are always good at covering up. & we did this because, we love you. In hoping that you would see, or atleast realise, that there's someone who really really love you, that no one other could love you like this. There's always better looking girls with hot body, sexy lips, gorgeous smile, big boobs and yes i know, the main thing in rship is attraction, but then..how long would this all last? Don't these get into your mind, that hot body could turn into a layers of fats after getting married or giving birth. Yea, i know during 30s,40s, they would still look great but, there's a majority that it might change. That sexy lips could change into chapped lips, that gorgeous smile, when you get into years..you might probably lose all your teeth, and that boobs, it can "fall down" kata org melayu gelebeh? Practically, think this and ask yourself, when you get old, and sick and maybe you're too sick that you need someone to tc of you, who you rather have these all than someone who wants to tc of you in gd or bad times? Someone who wants to grow old with you, someone who will bath you when you cn't depend on yourself anymore. Someone who will cook for you, someone that will stay with you if your children tends to forget you. Someone who will hold your hands when you walk side by side, who would probably change your diapers if your bladder gets bad. Attraction can always mean in other different form, such as personality and such and it does not have to be in looks. Maybe, it will sound funny to you now, but as you get older you'll realise that yes, you need an attraction, but someone's love can always be greater than looks. I'm sorry, i just feel that i have to speak all of these, because im just so mad for all the guys that have takes us girls for granted, im sorry if i hurt any parties that terasa. But, this is bottom of my heart and how much i salute girls like us, or even woman who are in this kind of r'ship. Last but not least, rmbr GIRL POWER!