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September 15, 2010 / 12:55 AM
Hi there, been waiting for a new post? Today, will be a long post, much of my personal life and my personal thoughts on some things. (: Well, you can choose to read or not, i'm just typing out here to make me feel better. Here it goes, a few days back suhaimi and I turned 29 months together. I never thought we would get here far, as there's many obstacles we went through. Suhaimi has been great in most of times, despite of him being unfaithful and stuff, he's one good boyfriend and i really mean it, it's just that we have our own err, that stands in our way of being a perfect two. No matter what pain or aches i've tasted just because of him, i would still like to defend him as i believe none knows him better than i do. He could flirt, or two timed me with other girls, but i believed, that one day, he'll see and realised that there's a girl who is faithfully standing by him, and he should be thankful for that. Im thankful, that he has been trying to change, i dn if that's true or not, but i would like to believe the good side of this. Im thankful that he's willing to stick by me, no matter what.
Ive also not been a great gf for all these years, here i am always pointing fingers on his unfaithfulness, but yet i dont see mine, i took mine as acceptable, but i know it's not alright. Im trying my best too, i just want us to change for the better, i just can't and don't want my future with no you. I dont know how to explain how much you mean to me. I just dont see why, we love to hurt each other even when we're really in love with each other, trust me sayang, there'll be no one like you, no one. & there's no one who would love you, like i do. (:
