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September 24, 2010 / 12:50 AM
Hey all, (: These few days has been a hell for me man, shall elaborate on this later, well let me talk about my new term. I don't knw if i can or not, but this both module adalh sikit i know bout their backgrd like IT whatever the module name, its bout computer, I like except the MS Excel, oh i sucks big time at that! Especially when it comes to formula and graphs, grr! But other than that, im sure i'll be okay. (: Then the other one it's business statistics, yeah MATHS. Incase you dont know the real me, i hate numbers and that's where maths is concerned. Ive never pass my maths the whole 21 years of my life, the lowest i had was U grade is it? I forget what's the lowest ive got, and if highest pun bout 20 plus? Haha. I know, I know. But, i hope this maths taklah susah sgt, -cross fingers- but the lecturer teaching us this, ermm. Haaha! We all had difficulties in understanding her, damn! Then today, in the mrt as i was busy listening to my mp3, there was this nyonya carrying plastic bags trying to sit next to me, suddenly the mrt jerk and she almost fell down, and i was so shocked that i shouted because it happened so quickly. Haaha, it was funny seriously! Lucky it was nearing to Tampines, heehs. I had to walk quickly, and step tak apa-apa jadi. Then today, we celebrated ikin's bdae, nothing much. I hoped we make her happy today. It sucks because its already the 23rd september, and eventually on the same date of the NEXT MONTH is my turn to celebrate. & today is also someone's... I dont know why, whenever its 23 i always become suey one, or i'll be sad like hell, darn! Talking bout my bdae, actually and truthly, i've no mood to celebrate mine, you'll see that on the day itself, i'll make myself scarce. Birthday is supposed to be happy right? Ive never really be happy on my birthday, truely. When i looked at how my friends celebrated theirs with their loved ones, i was filled with jealousy, i dont know why but ive never really had what my friends has, :"(
Then, today me and mymi confronted bout bakyu case, i know what's the outcome to be. Tht's why im never closed to her, because i find hard to talk things out with her, we're always on different page, and it sucks.Im sad, because each time when we are already comfortable, we have to see them go. There's many things that i'm not happy bout, but i know i just cnt put it here, but really im f disappointed with my mum. Nothing will change right? Haiz, :'( My life is really killing me man. I hoped that when she is being send away, im not at home.
