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August 29, 2010 / 2:55 AM
We used to be a v happy couple and you've always been someone that i've always wished and longed for. I thought you were different from the other guys i've had and met, but something you did prove what ever i thought of you was indeed wrong. I struggled thru till this day, just to realised, whatever i did wasn't that worthwhile at all, as i'm being taken for a granted. Ive been trying hard, given my best, but you? This thing called r'ship cannot work based on one person only and if you dont wish to lend a hand, then you should start thinking of letting go. Just face it boy, we can never be mended no matter how. I'm willing to back out, if you're really involve with someone else, but please spare me of getting hurt of knowing what you did, so just let me go as i deserve to be happy. Was it hard to understand suhaimi, what i need? Was it hard for you to just stay true to one girl, to a girl that has done so much for you? I don't know but you'll see what i mean, when i say, you'll never meet someone like me. Yes, i've many imperfections, but i've loved you so perfectly.
Lately I've been thinking bout what i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry, that i couldn't follow through
But i can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I..I am sorry..I, I
I wanted you to be there when i fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one i love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what i need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
trying to take us back to where we were before
but i'm done, I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended, So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
and i think we should head for the finish line
i'm so sorry baby
but ive got to pack up and leave but
i'll always remember how we came close to be
and what i wanted to be
i wanted you baby.
if anything should happen to us, you got yourself to blame, what i ask of you is so easy, and yet you've failed. Failed to keep me stay.
