Hi everyone, just came home and im quite tired. I've been yawning every now and then, but i guess i'll do a quick one on today. Like i said on my prev post that suhaimi had plan me a suprise right, i dont know why but deep down i've got the feeling it would be a date where he would treat me to dinner. I was thinking of other possibilities too such as dpt bunga ke apa, tapi takde kena mengena langsung pun! Then, when i reached at simei mrt, it struck me that maybe it was a double date either with his friends or his sister, and true enuf i was told that his sister and fiance are tagging along. It seems her sis make the plans and wants me to tag along too. So we went from simei to tampines on foot to go take abg din's car. In the car, we ate the burger that suhaimi has packed from home, hee. We then went to simpang bedok but apparently we 4 dah kenyang, so we decide to alas perut and zoom to geylang. I know! I didnt really wanna go, i hate crowds and org2 merepek as in, common no one is like checking out your bf that you have to hold him mcm nak kena ganyut. Aku je, relek one corner, nak pegang, pegang..taknak sudah. Org tgk suhaimi pun, aku ckp dgn dia, wow you tt girl was checking you out, but again suhaimi would be like,"tgk lah dia start". =_=' We didnt really went to walk here and there cos abg din just need to grab some things. Boyf was scolding me tt i didnt wanna hold his hand. Im not changed, i just..just..don't feel like to. Oh yeah, and again as a peminat wujud, he bought wujud 4! Then, the boys planned something crazy like going to cemetery, and as expected the idea came from suhaimi! Nak cari penyakit kan? Ish! Kak Ti and me was like afraid oredi, no matter how we pujuk, they still drove there. My heart was racing, i wanted to back off, but my lips were like locked. Along the way, we saw the torch of YOG, and its beautiful, even the area ada spotlight ontop of the buildings, so beautiful. Then dah sampai jln bahar, i was even more scared, he pointed out where his camp used to be. Kak Ti told them just drive luar je, but abg din actually drive in when minyak is already blinking. I was like shit, if anything happens, im gonna faint first! Of course kak ti was angry that she didnt wanna talk at all, and i guess that makes abg din patah balik. When we entered there, i was closing my eyes. I dont really wanna see anything. Ive got smell juga bau wangi mcm bau2 bunga dlm kereta, tapi tknk tegurlah..Biarkan saje lah. Haiz, and suddenly i got sad, because i remember my late uncle. I still can't believe. I still can't. :( Then suhaimi send me to the inter and took 39. And here i am blogging, ouch my feet is in pain. Ive friday to tawaf lagi kat geylang. =_=' Overall, this was a good one. I thanked god that i have a nice future sis-in-law, insyallah. Abg Din pun baik. (: they 3 make my day. Thanks kak ti and abg din, asyik belanje me whenever we go out together..thanks.Suhaimi? Well, i love him. who doesn't. but this feelings aren't just the same nymore, and it's scaring me. I have a few question in my mind, will i really end up with you few yrs down the road? Are you really a changed person? Why can't you be nice to me, or be loving as like that always?. Idn, i just dont know whenever i think bout this or us, ive got a big major headache. Till then, dada.